Friday, September 30, 20053:44 AMcurrent music : Benassi - California Dreamin am very angry. blogger wont let me post. and when it FINALLY DOES, i forget what i wanted to say in the first place. and then i have nothing to post to take advantage of my blog-enabled situation. like now.
ARGH!
Tuesday, September 27, 200511:18 PMcurrent music : Zero 7 - In The Waiting Line omg, bio papers today MEMBUNUH wei!!!
and yayness, tomorrow my 2nd SPM trials officially end. whooopee!! ....... then it's another 10 days or so to my very 1st freaking REAL SPM paper. OH, JOY. btw, if you havent seen me lately, this is more or less what i look like.  that is what triple shot lattes, way too much academic syllabus to cover, and about 0.000000001dm-3 of sleep a night do to you. at least Gwyneth doesnt have to do differentiation or draw diagrams of a grasshoppper's respiratory structure >:O the only good news on the exam front (for me la, not like you guys would care COS YOU DONT HAVE SPM) is that i had fckingly awesome biology essay questions today. Name 2 physical birth control methods and how they work. Name and describe one form of artificial insemination. muahahaha, so my field. dont need study also can write. to the biology-savvy, i have a question. when a person is of genotype XXX, what exactly is the syndrome and the side effects of it that the person suffers from? this dratted syndrome keeps coming out in my exams but there's no info on it in the textbooks. googling it just tells me that it's called Triple-X syndrome, and usually shows no side effects. however, there is an occasional barren woman with genotype XXX. so .. what exactly does a woman with genotype XXX suffer from? help :( my school's biology situation is pathetic. what could be more pathetic than having 5 different biology teachers in the time span of 2 years?! other good news is that i got a 40/40 for maths objective. MUAHAHA, i kick ass. i have to buy sze yin chocolate someday, for giving me the answers to the 5 questions that contributed to my perfect score. and also, for the first time in my life i managed to see an add maths paper to the end. this is history-making. i usually have about 8 questions left to do when invigilator announces time is up. okay we shall stop talking about exams. cos all this exam shit is getting very redundant. have i ever blogged about how i wish SPM would hurry up and just get lost? i probably havent. i probably should. AM TIRED AND I WANT SLEEP. I'M SO CRANKY THAT 3 PACKS OF M&M'S THIS MORNING DID NOT HELP. edit : this post finally got posted at 11.57AM the following day. blogger is being extremely irritating by suspending my account and then unsuspending it every 20 minutes. i skipped my IT paper this morning cos i couldnt cram all 6 chapters in my head in 2 hours. am so skrewed.
3:38 AM current music : Radiohead - Creep because Georgie Porgie tagged me! :)
SEVEN THINGS.... Seven things that scare me. 1. lizards 2. my brother's morning breath 3. my brother's breath anytime of the day 4. failure 5. loneliiiinessss 6. my nightmares 7. no one Seven things I like 1. chocolate, but you already knew that 2. cookies and cream ice cream!!!!!! 3. makeup 4. music. my current Repetitive is Damien Rice and James Blunt 5. breakfast 6. adrenaline rushes 7. RIBENA Seven important things in my room 1. photographs of the people in my life 2. all my perfume and makeup. hahahaha 3. my wardrobe!! 4. mobile phone charger .. kekeke 5. my boxes of memorabilia 6. BED 7. warrants a second one. BED. Seven random facts about me 1. i am fussy about food.. you should hear how i order my Ramli burgers 2. i like cold soup 3. i have low tolerance levels 4. yesterday for the first time in my life i saw an Add Maths paper to the very end. PHWOOOOOAR. now lets see if i pass :P 5. I HATE THE NUDGE FEATURE ON MSN. DONT EVER USE IT ON ME 6. speaking of msn, i usually take forever to reply 7. i panic, but i dont get nervous. there is a difference :D Seven things I plan to do before I die 1. sky dive 2. go to Paris, London, Japan, New York, Italy, Milan ... 3. find THE ONE :D 4. do about a thousand or so of these taggy thingies 5. be honest about how i feel to everyone i've ever disliked in my life 6. tell my school exactly what i think of them 7. have beautiful kids Seven things I can do 1. walk on tiptoes perpetually. hahahaha lets see you do it! 2. run in heels 3. study. my study skills are AWESOME. now i just have to work on actually putting those skills to practice ... 4. bake damn good brownies :D 5. read other people's minds. seriously. 6. DOTA! 7. glare. my brother thinks i should market it Seven things I can't do 1. say no 2. housework :X okay, now no one will wanna marry me :( 3. handle annoyances well 4. resist temptation 5. eat celery. eeeeeeeew 6. tell you that you hurt me 7. gym. i'm so the lazy :D Seven things I say the most 1. eeeeeeeeeeeee SO CUTE! 2. whatev 3. SHIT i overslept! 4. go away laaaaaaa 5. you're so damn irritating 6. i think you're weird :7. OMG!!! Seven people who will have to do this: 1. eeyean 2. alvin. I INSIST! 3. tze 4. asyraf 5. ginny 6. My Favourite Old Man 7. eric shit! this took ages!! man, are these things some new internet trend or something? why are they EVERYWHERE??!
Monday, September 26, 200512:42 AMcurrent music : James Blunt - You're Beautiful i have been very emotional lately. downloaded all these sappy songs into my bro's playlist and i dont think he's very happy about it. i'm also back in that irritating phase where i scribble all this jiwang shit in my schoolbooks and stuff. keep crying over the littlest things also. i think it's the hormones speaking.
siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh. somedays i find myself missing the feeling of being committed. you know, that .. feeling that feels as if your heart is being wrapped tight in some warm, insulating, fuzzy material. that feeling that smells like heavy syrup and pancakes in the morning. that squishy, heady, giggle-inducing feeling. i dont know. very sien of all this non-committal thingies. a lot of politics and tact. the whole process is basically watching where you tread while trying to enjoy a no-strings-attached relationship. trying is the word. i think deep down inside i'm just not cut out for flings no matter how much i think i prefer them over serious rships. i need way too much undivided attention, i realize. gonna have my add maths papers tomorrow and i dont even hope to pass. add maths is disgusting stuff, i curse all of you brainy people who are good in add maths. tell me, how is it possible to even KNOW that the question wants you to apply differentiation instead of integration!! they are both the same, ok. shaddup, dont try to convince me otherwise. addmaths is the sux0r. and you know it. i think i am a very fickle person. is that why i always screw up my relationships some way or other? i have to salute all my ex boyfriends for being able to stand me and still <3 me even after all that i put them through. though i try to be a nice gf, i really do :( do you believe in what you see there doesnt seem to be anybody else who agrees with me big bad sad day. wanna just curl up in bed and finish reading Lord of the Flies. Leonidas chocolates would be great too ...
Saturday, September 24, 20059:12 PMcurrent music : Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should have somehow realized what you gotta do days like these i sleep in till 6 in the evening. even then when it gets almost too late to still be in bed, i just lie there and stare at the ceiling, suffocating myself with my thoughts. not even the whirring of the air conditioner or the repeated spinning of the fan can distract me this time. I dont believe that anybody Feels the way I do about you now whenever i allow myself to indulge in mind-numbing escapism, i always remember all the wrongest things. all the wrongest people, all the wrongest times and places and memories of the wrongest shit that has ever occured to me. i suddenly remember all those wrong roads i went down, all the wrong choices i made and all the things that i could have done to make it better but never did because i was too scared. i do get scared, i'm tired of people thinking i can handle all this fear on my own when i really cant. i'm only scared because i go through everything alone. you ask, can i share it with you? i'll say yes but you and i both know that i cant and i wont. why tell you when you will probably take away the meaning of everything that ever meant anything to me? why tell you when i can look up a dictionary to know what derision means? why tell you when all you do is breathe sweet nothings in my ear while you curl my hair around your fingers and listen to me cry? And all the roads we have to walk are winding And all the lights that lead us there are blinding we walk hand in hand in the middle of the winding roads, and our eyes are blinded together by the lights. we laugh in harmony and we talk and sing and sometimes i jump up on you and pout for a piggyback ride. it all looks so simple and so happy but we were never really part of each other. i know it because your kisses are cold though your touch is warm and caressing. you are so seasoned, i may be young but i can tell that your devotion is professional. i'm not having any of it ... you can keep it all to yourself. but how do i tell you that all of it could have been so much more if only we had just been more alive? There are many things that I would Like to say to you But I don't know how i never did take the time to understand you and for that i should say i'm sorry. but we're both proud people and maybe it is better if we kept things this way. i like it more when i cant see you, at least i dont feel like i have to bite down on my urge to curl up in your arms again to go to sleep while you read your books and kiss my forehead. princess treatment is over isnt it? your picture has always been in my mind. i'm sorry for all that i did to you. are you gonna be the one who saves me? and after all you are my wonderwall.
6:16 AM current music : Audioslave - Like A Stone so i went to catch STOMP at KL Istana Budaya today :D
it was mind blowing. like, seriously. the way they made good music out of the most ...everyday things was simply awesome. i swear, half the time i was like "OMG that's so damn clever!!" get this, there was actually this scene where they shut off the house lights, and the cast members all got into a semi circle in the middle of the stage. then they started making music with ..... ZIPPOS. so you could hear the sounds of the lighters flicking open and clinking close, paired with the firelight, all orchestrated so beautifully. <3 <3 <3 !! there was also a scene with basketballs. very well put together, and it makes you wonder how you miss the music while watching a basketball game. the big things like the kitchen-sink scene and the pots and pans scene, as well as the small things like feet-dragging and the sawdust, just made this whole show so very impressive. everyone should go watch!!! it comes highly recommended from moi :D i liked it so much i wanted to kick myself for being 30 minutes late :( so you kinda just realize that the most insignificant things around you are capable of producing music and rhythm if you take the time to notice. doing things like waiting at the dentist or reading newspapers can become a symphony on its own if you let it. 8) and people thought music was just Hilary Duff or Greenday. also, i finally caught You're Beautiful's video, by James Blunt, a couple of days ago at aira's place. and omfg, it's so fucking good. i thought i loved the song, but combined with the video, its just SO AMAZING. i first heard the song on Hitz.FM one rainy day when i was coming home from school feeling extremely grumpy and irritable due to some stupid reason that i dont really wish to recall. i remember how the first line of the song caught my attention cos it wasnt followed up. "My life is brilliant", and then it was left hanging for a while until the first verse came in. so the potongstim-ness made me sit up a bit to listen to the rest of the song. intro tune was good too! i thought that the line "she was with another man" was a bit odd to use for a girl whom he didnt even know. but then after a while it seemed to make more sense, especially seeing how he felt that he was already involved with her in some weird, ethereal way. i totally liked the whole saw-a-stranger-and-fell-in-love-with-her theme. it isnt exactly the most original concept, but i've always liked this sort of thing, even more so since i can relate to it a lot. the lines "And I don't think that I'll see her again / But we shared a moment that will last till the end" were probably my favourites in the whole song. something as paltry as seeing a girl on a train was potent enough to be described as everlasting. mmm. James Blunt is my kinda man. so i liked the song almost immediately, and have always wanted to catch the video on MTV .. but you know lah, some people just never watch the tv and stuff so i never did get the chance to watch the video until that day at Aira's. and argh! i <3 it! granted that i dont watch many music videos, but this one was just really unique and it stood out among all the videos i've ever watched (okay la, reflecting back i think i've actually watched quite a lot of videos. its just that nowadays MTV is so dominated by all that hiphop shit, that i dont really bother to watch it anymore). first of all, i love how he played with snowy setting instead of rain. rain so cliched already, and gives the very overrated feel of melancholia. James' video, however, made you feel that he had sorta just given up on something, but yet was sure of himself. he looked almost passive, like he could blend into the snow and just be carried away by the wind. and the way he never took his eyes off the camera made the video feel like a personal conversation between you and him. it was so intimate. for 3 minutes or so, i emphatized with him and understood his story. the video starts off with James peeling off his clothes one by one -- sweatshirt first, jumper, then his shirt. followed by his shoes. then he sits down on the snow behind his neatly-placed shoes, and puts beside them some trinkets from his pockets. a wallet, a ring, a guitar pick and a watch are noticable. he's baring his soul, the sweet man :) very apt indeed, especially for a debut video. i absolutely loved it. i think i may have just found my new celebrity crush :D british too. the next best thing to hugh grant...! now that's one sexy Brit man i wouldnt mind getting my hands on. rawr. video ends with James jumping off the snowy cliff into the grey ocean beneath him. he commits suicide for some unknown reason. and we all wonder why .... damn i love this song. i cant get enough of it. i gotta stop singing this song in my faux James Blunt falsetto and british accent. it's getting too stuck in my head. on another note, i just wanna say that most of the friends i have are split into two categories : the ones i wanna reach out and throttle (no points for guessing who), and the ones i heart to bits cos they're just so damn nice to me. a certain Kevin Low has moved from the former category to the latter category today! here's why : Dev1l says: hahah but then..ur quite small Dev1l says: a bit hard to buy skirts for u also actually hahha Dev1l says: i guess ur waist is 24-25? i love people who tell me i'm not fat :D the best cure for PMS bloatedness or any foul mood in general is people telling you that you're small and not fat. hahahahaha. my dearest kev, i knew i wouldnt regret replying your message in friendster even though it was so lame :P ah, it's 6ish in the morning and i am on a cheap chocolate high. when you dont have Godiva (omg i cant believe karl went to HK and came back WITHOUT GODIVA FOR ME) or other good chocolate, kit kat and M&M's will have to do.
Thursday, September 22, 20059:16 PMcurrent music : Damien Rice - The Blower's Daughter the worst thing in the world has just happened to me. i have been dreading this day for as long as i can remember. all this while i have been trying so hard to convince myself that it would never happen... but unfortunately it has. the day is here.
......... I AM NOW OFFICIALLY IMMUNE TO CAFFEINE. noooooooooooooooo :( how will i live?! i am only 17! i have another FIFTY or so years of needing coffee to stay alive! so what am i supposed to do in the future, inject tartrazine into myself every time i need to pull an all-nighter?! this is bad, bad bad bad. my life officially ends today.
Tuesday, September 20, 200512:29 AMcurrent music : Good Charlotte - Hold On i have forgotten how you look like.
when i see you in my mind, there's a blur where your face is. but it's a comfortable blur and i dont really realize that i cant really make out your features anymore. somedays i have to look at pictures of you to remember that i've forgotten your face. 3 pictures are all i've got, but only 1 of them reminds me of the you that i know. it's the only one i like to look at. i remember when you opened the door. ungodly hour, too early for the birds or even the sun. you stood there in that gray shirt and your glasses ..and that grin. that adorable grin that makes me want to pounce on you and just ..bite you. tell me, what is it about you that makes the room spin? two nights ago i dreamt about you. i woke up clenching fistfuls of bedsheets and i was whispering your name over and over and over again. thing is, i didnt even realize that i was, cos your name is just so at home between my lips now. have i ever told you how i love to say your name? it's just so freakin sexy that i cant help saying it to myself sometimes when i'm all alone. there was this one time on a busy street; people pushing and yelling and the smell of sweat was everywhere. i thought i saw you. same mata sepet, same arrogant gait. he just looked so much like you, and he was even your height. my heart ached when i realized it wasnt you. and then on second glance, he didnt look like you so much anymore. i think i just kinda miss you. you and all your quirks. i know i say i hate you but i really dont. maybe one day we can have a rendezvous. at the old place. and when i finally get around to stomping out this thing called Pride, when i finally get around to forgiving you, i'll give you a call. expect it soon. cos i just cant stop thinking about you. i wanna touch your face again. the 3 photos do your gorgeousness absolutely no justice. wanna smell you too. mm. okay emo time over. show you guys some pics :D   i wanna go baaaaaaaackk. this time, to hell with the mains and starters and whatever else. it's gonna be JUST THE CHOCOLATE. anyone wanna come with me? :D
Sunday, September 18, 20055:25 AMcurrent music : Coldplay - Yellow i THOUGHT i was sleepy. but then i got home, ate the last Kit Kat bar in my fridge and drank 3 glasses of ice cold Ribena, listened to some Benassi and now i'm wide awake.
and i've just chanced upon this random survey too. so in all my pseudo-wakedness, i shall attempt to complete the below fields with whatever clarity of mind i currently possess ... try not to die of boredom or anything. btw be warned of very high levels of Manglish (malaysian english) in below post! cos i very the lazy to type in proper grammah and spalling. forgive me lah, it's 5 in the morning okay. ------------------------ What time are you starting this? 4.54 am GMT+8 Name? Su Ann Nicknames? pinkpau, paupau, blondie, annann Date of birth? 6th of October Sex? Female Favorite foods? haha please dont get me started Favorite day of the week? saturday, without a doubt Favorite resturant? currently it's Shangri La's coffeehouse and Ciao Favorite flower? rosessss. redddd. nothing beats. Favorite sport to watch? ice-skating and anything else that has music in it. dont even think about football. you should see me get up and scream happily YES! GOAL! when it was an own-goal. Favorite drink? i currently have this Ribena kick. i cant get enough of Ribena. i love Ribena. Favorite ice cream flavor? cookies and creaaaaaaaaaamm How many times did you fail your driver's test? nevah took. but i'm guessing i'll pass on the first go. Whom did you get your last email from? Indra from UNICEF Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? Tiffany & Co., MAC, ESCADA!! What do you do most often when you are bored? i am almost never bored. but when i really am, i do something that unbores me. does that count? Most annoying thing to say to me? whatyoudoingwhatyoudoingwhatyoudoingwhtayoudoing? Have you ever failed a grade? noooo. i'm a star student, okay. fail a paper got la, but never a grade. Do you have a crush on someone? right now, i'm not really sure to tell the truth. Do you have a bf/gf? not at the moment. sniff, nobody wants me. What are you wearing right now? orange shorts and black star wars tshirt. YALAR YALAR i know some of u wanna tell me to go buy new clothes Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? faintly intrigued yes, but boringly enough, no crush Are you a virgin? why every online survey must have this question? i sien edi. dont want answer. Are you ghetto? nigga, no, yo. What are your favorite colors? is this a trick question? Have you ever been slapped? yes lor. my momma give me two tight slap cos i lari from rumah when i was 12 Do you get online a lot? HAHA NO OF COURSE NOT Are you shy or outgoing? leaning more towards outgoing.. sometimes it borders on excessively so Do you shower? stupid question, why would i want to!? i enjoy having this aura of eau de stink around me. it does a good job of keeping the rapists away Do you hate school?at times. its the people. you wouldnt understand. Do you have a social life?i have three How easily do you trust people? sometimes too easily. not good Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing? i'm pretty sure i do, yes. too bad this question doesnt call for the sharing of said secret :P Would you ever sky dive? i am DYING to. hopefully this december. Are you spoiled? errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ...... yes. my life is more comfortable than it should be, i think. i attribute it to my inborne ability to pout. Are you a brat? yes and yes Have you ever been dumped? never, and i dont intend to ever be. my ego tak boleh tahan. Have you ever gotten high? i get high on sleep and chocolate. Do you like snapple? wtf is this? Do you drink a lot of water? a lot. hey i just found out that if you have water in a fluid you want to electrolyse, you must take into account the OH and H ions that travel to the anode and cathode! am i smart or not. What toothpaste do you use? changes all the time. i'm not picky but i really dont like Darlie. Do you have a cell phone? yes lor, new one some more. u wanna see? maybe i let you press a few buttons if you're nice to me Do you have a curfew? no lor, my parents are very liberal with the freedom. Who do you look up to? jonathan and joanne. shit! 6 feet plus! Are you a role model? when i remember to be Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point? better, i've been to genting. What name brand do you wear the most? let me go do a survey with the 90865094368 inhabitants of my closet first, and i will get back to you on this What kind of jewelry do you wear? platinum necklace with 3 pendants that is always there, mismatched earrings and occasionally anklet What do you want pierced? my ears, again! shit, i did 2nd piercings on my ears but both closed up within a week. waste my 16 bucks only. Do you like takin pictures? i WOULD, if people stopped staring at me like i was loony. WHAT? it's normal to take photos of other subjects besides PEOPLE, okay! society doesnt appreciate photography >:( Do you like gettin your picture taken? i am the 2nd hugest camwhore, i lose to the likes of tze ching! Do you have a tan? i am so pasty that when i take photos ppl ask me if the shot was overexposed. actually no la, i've got a slight tan from waking up too early in the morning these days. the walk from the car to the school's entrance is enough to give my skin a new off-brown tinge. Do you get annoyed easily? almost too easily. i try to control, though. but it's difficult. Have you ever started a rumor? let me think. no. but that was probably a lie Do you have your own phone or phone line? landline, no. my dad wasnt born stupid. Do you have your own pool? yes, but my generosity sees that i share it with the other few hundred ppl living in my condo. Do you prefer boxers or briefs? on my men? most definitely boxers. Do you have any siblings? what are these things you call siblings? Have you ever been played? i dont believe i have. i am smart ma. Have you ever played anyone? ditto to the above, but this time it's cos i'm nice Do you get along with your parents? very well, except when my mom is pmsing and when my dad hasnt gotten his daily dosage of (yawn) golf How do you vent your anger? i do mile-long surveys like this. i also go for ice cream or try to sleep it off. or lash out at person who was cause of anger. the latter always ends very uglily. Have you ever ran away? i am an escapist by nature Have you ever been fired from a job? no, but my dad has this belief that i will not keep a job for more than 3 days, simply because i wont be able to wake up on time. Do you even have a job? what is with this survey's condescending tone? i want to pay attention to my studies more cannot issit. Do you daydream a lot? more than i nightdream Do you have a lot of ex's? not as many as you would think Do you run your mouth? what does this mean? dammit, i am so out of sync with today's talk What do you want a tattoo of? something that no one will understand What does your ex bf/gf look like? i had one that looked like Tweety Bird. you wanna see a pic? What does your most recent crush look like? very hot. i think this is more than enough information .. :) Whats her/his name? it begins with the letter that is the 2nd letter of a 10-letter synonym of the word DELICIOUS Have you ever been bitched out? yes, and i bitched back even better Are you rude? when i want to be What was the last compliment you recieved? "wah, your phone so nice!" omg, this is so sad, the last compliment i recieved wasnt even about me! Do you like getting dirty? i try to shower often if thats what you mean :D What is your heritage? chinese and not enough money What is your lucky number? dont have one, would someone with a PhD in Numerology like to enlighten me? What does your hair look like right now? in a high ponytail, messy as usual, still got the red streaks that the STUPID IDIOTIC BITCH OF AN ART TEACHER from my school hates so much. ahha. love you too, babe. Could you ever be a vegetarian? noooooo way. i love my quarter pounder way too much. and i also wont be able to eat the cute mango tart thingy that the youthact club has been baking every wednesday! Describe your looks? fat ugly and short, God was not fair when He made me If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color? pink? Would you ever date someone younger than you? i dont see why not :D Would you ever date someone older than you? done and done When was the last time you were drunk? i dont think i've ever been How many rings until you answer the phone? sometimes it takes 10 missed calls before i pick up the phone, as aira can very wearily tell you Have you ever been skinny dipping? twice When was the last time you went on a date? i dont know what defines a date anymore! Do you look more like your mother or father? neither, i look like my aunt apparently. oh no, what does this mean? Do you cry a lot? too much Do you ever cry to get your way? hehehehehhee no la where got What phrase do you use most when on the phone? "yala yala reaching already la" Are you the romantic type? yup :D *proud! waves romantic flag!* Have you ever been chased by cops? haha no la, i'm no lindsay lohan. What do you like most about your body? my HEART :D it is a most reliable indicator for when that certain someone is around What do you like least about your body? my last toenail on my left foot When did you have your first crush? er when i was .. 5. hahaha! i blame it on The Little Mermaid. all the romance in the movie made me crave my own. anyway it was on this guy in my kindergarten called Lee Meng Soon. i have not seen him since i left kindy. if you know anyone called Lee Meng Soon who went to a Tadika Cheras Indah, make sure you let me know, okay! What theme does your room have? it's called Mess How are you feeling right now? sleepy but awake. huh? Has there ever been a rumor spread about you? too many. some are remotely interesting, the rest are just plain stupid that i sometimes question the intelligence of said rumour spreader. for example right, when i was 14 there was this idiot girl who went around saying that i had slept with my then-boyfriend for his birthday. alamaks, the stupid part was that his birthday was a month away. What is one of your bad qualilties? i get angry a little bit too quickly. things have to go my way more often than not. i care too much for the wrongest people. eh question ask for only one why did i give three What is one of your good qualilties? i honestly dont know ... er .. i like the colour pink? Would you marry for money? haha NO. what do you think i am, some sorta lame participant in some lame reality tv show? What do you drive? a peugeot206cc in two months time. my mom has been hinting way too much for this to not be possible Are you more of a mommys or daddys child? definitely daddy's little girl When was the last time you cried in school? hmm. about a month ago? Would you ever hook up with the same sex? no, but i wouldnt mind eyeballing them every now and then! hot girls + miniskirts + bareback tops = A-class eyecandy What kind of music do you like? basically everything except for kylie minogue. i like music with good lyrics too. for further information check out the music section in my friendster profile Would you ever bungee jump? done and done What is your worst fear? that is for me to never tell anybody lest you guys gang up on me to simulate my worst feat just to see me cryyy Would you ever join the army? NO WAY MAN. i am way too spoiled for the army. Do you like cows? err. i milked a cow once. its udders were like .. rubbery. very gross. but i couldnt help liking it. the cow i mean, not the udders. If you were to die today, what would you do? right click on grim reaper, then click plead If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it be? KNNBCCB!!!!!!! What time are you finishing this? 5.22 a.m .. okie ler i should go SLEEP!!!
Friday, September 16, 20052:39 AMcurrent music : Lindsay Lohan - Rumours (aisey, my bro's playlist sux man) spm trials 2 start tomorrow but i'm online on MSN changing my friendster profile uploading photos listening to crappy music on my bro's crappy playlist ladeedahdeedum ...
i am doing anything but studying because i am in denial. a state of denial fueled by a fleeting panic borne from a realization that i know next to nothing bout my academic syllabus as well as a chocolate-induced high. omfg i love chocolateeeeee. i cant decide which i like more -- starbucks latte or coffee bean latte. it's like the whole pepsi vs coke issue. or even cakey brownie vs fudgy brownie. CIBAI I HATE MORAL EXAMS LAH. i dont have the memory for it!!! do i look like someone who cares what nilais you gotta have to avoid being a white collar criminal!? fckity!
Thursday, September 15, 20051:21 AMcurrent music : EXCUSE ME I JUST HEARD THAT FFVII ADVENT CHILDREN IS OUT.
HOW DO I GET MY HANDS ON IT?! HOW? HOW!!!!!
Wednesday, September 14, 20059:55 PMcurrent music : Rob Thomas - Lonely No More hello everybody, make way for shameless publicity!
 Venue : Grand Ballroom, Le Meridien Hotel KL Date : 17th December 2005 (Saturday night) Time : 7.30pm till late Ticket Price : RM120 per person Theme : The Rich and the Famous (academy award style, so do come prepared for paparazzi ;) Dresscode : Strictly Formal feedback, please!!! currently, i've already heard the so-expensive and the why-do-form4's-get-to-come feedback. so here's my response : it is expensive because we are going all out this year. sound system, lights, favours, trophies, photography, etc do not come cheap. currently our cost is about RM200-250 per PERSON, so be glad that you are paying rm120 instead of that amount. whoever is comparing our ticket price to last year's prom, please. do me a favour and stop it. all you can harp on is the fact that their couple price was going at rm210. but ah, have you forgotten that their individual price was rm125? we didnt want to implement couple prices this year, cos we're already short of funds as it is. we really dont want more people trying to work around the couple system and signing up as each others dates just to save 10 bucks. anyways. rm120 for prom very expensive meh. it's subsidised rm100+ already okay! we're working our asses off to secure sponsorship to lessen the ticket price, and here we get ppl complaining that the ticket price is expensive. about the form4's coming to this prom ... i understand why the seniors are getting all iffy about this. but the committee have their reasons for doing so. one of them is simply 'the more the merrier'. dont you think a mere 120 people in le meridien's ballroom would be more than awkward? so why not throw in about 50-100 more to make the event livelier? and regarding the juniors (form1-3) complaining that they cant come ... sorry guys, but that's the way the cookie crumbles. we already made leeway for the form4's, and we're not gonna go further than that. so unless you guys can secure senior dates, we cant let you in. no way around this one, we stand firm. yea i think that's about all i have to say :P er... do feel free to leave feedback. i wont bite. i swearrrrrrrr. (unless of course you imply that the committee has not thought long and hard about the decisions made. or that we're not doing work. in which case i will kill you because you have no idea what we've been through)
Monday, September 12, 20052:42 AMcurrent music : Gwen Stefani - Hollaback Girl there will be this new The Star supplement launched tomorrow at Taylors. it's called All That Rage (r.AGE) and it's targetted towards young people in college/uni. from what i've heard so far it's really cool, it has music/movie features, blogger's section, food haunt reviews, interviews with famous college faces (Dawn Ling -- FHM 100 Sexiest College Women -- and Angel -- 10 New Faces of Samsung -- are among the first few), features on local alternative bands, and way much more.
so go grab a copy :D only 10,000 are being printed and distributed to klang valley colleges/universities. for BRATs reading this, look out for the bylines ... :) edit : btw, a few quick plugs for a couple of friends! Xandria is one of the finalists for the Hitz.TV UVJ Search :) further shortlisting is based on SMS votes. so if you got the time and 15 cents, type UVJ[space]XAN and text it over to 32888! if you dont know Xandria or you havent seen her on TV, you should vote for her anyway because she's haaawt :D as for the MPH / PanGlobal's Young Malaysian Writers' Award, Krystle got shortlisted. she wrote an amazing story and she totally deserved to get in the top10. if you guys dont already have an account at PanGlobal, do create one and vote for Krystle already!!!
Wednesday, September 07, 20055:13 AMcurrent music : Ash - Sometimes coffee is strangely comforting during mad hours like this. it's like a good friend. only sweeter and with milk.
though i have always suspected that i suck at making coffee. once i made a cup for Paul, and after he took a sip he laughed at me. that bad meh. cannot be. i have coffee-making skills in my blood! cos y'see, my grandfather has been running a coffee shop on Jalan Peel since way before i was even born, and his son (now my daddy dearest), used to be the kopi chai who made the shop's coffee. but then again .. i probably suck at making coffee because of my inherited genes. cos i tried my dad's Milo Ais before. it was quite, er, bad. i guess that's why my granddad's place did better after my dad got a salesman job. anyway enough bout my dad. i was talking bout coffee earlier, and i just wanna say that coffee is the most l33t, r0x0ring beverage ever. it's there when nothing else is. it's like quiet company on a lonely night. and it feels nice to hold a warm mug of coffee in your hands when you're cold. namakan prinsip fizik tersebut. thermal equilibrium! one mark for me. i really hate when people imply that i do not study. why else do you think i pull all nighters like this. just because you dont see me study, just because i enjoy exploiting my blur veneer to the max, does not mean that i do nothing but slack. i actually do take my grades quite seriously, contrary to popular belief. sien of always hearing ppl say that i dont study. mom was being bitchy this morning when she drove us to school. granted that its really WEIRD (but nice) that she actually sent us to school, but i just cant freakin' stand the way she puts everything in terms of dollar signs. i have never really liked materialistic people who think of nothing but money, and i guess my mom is kinda in that category although i do love her very much. i am beginning to realize that the few minutes that we see our mom, she's either yelling at us or giving us silent treatment. wth? parent-children relationships should not be like that. i should buy my mom the Idiot's Guide to Parenting for her next birthday. or maybe i'll buy it for her on my birthday, since its kinda like a gift for myself anyway. okay maybe not the Idiot's Guide, cos its quite the derogatory title. 101 Ways to be a Good Mom? or is that derogatory too? shit, i think i will just stick with crystal and a Happy Birthday card. i think when i'm on coffee, i tend to say really strange things. you should have seen me Monday morning, i was like Pinocchio on crack. this morning however even coffee + M&M's + Ribena pastilles could not save me. hey, if one of you out there ever become a famous reknowned scientist, please do invent a formula that keeps someone awake without providing the Pinocchio-on-crack effect. i will pay you handsomely, promise. hey george and SY! guess what my new mobile ringtone is :D yeah, Moments of Indiscretion by dreamingtosleep ;) the intro sounds sooooo good on my phone. sometimes i think i should stop hopping from topic to topic when i blog. does it confuse you guys? reading back some of my hoppy posts, i get quite muddled. its like a trip up to genting, i feel quite vomitty from all the sudden twists and turns. i should stop drinking coffee. it's really bad for the health. but that's what all the caff addicts say. argh!! goodnight already.
1:18 AM current music : Greenday - Wake Me Up When September Ends check out Hilary Duff. it's so sad, isnt it?
  another young star bites the anorexic dust. i couldnt even recognise her when i saw those pics! she looks completely emaciated now. when everyone hated her when ivan liked her, i still kinda respected her a little because at least she never fell for the whole bulimic-look thing. well, i guess people change. i liked her better when she had flesh and actually looked kinda cutesy. now she just looks ugly. and tired. and like an older version of kylie minogue. it must suck to be a hollywood star. they all become like that -- mary kate, lindsay lohan, amanda bynes .. and now hilary duff too. ah well. to each their own :) i personally would never be able to stop eating. thats just .. crazy. think i shall go make myself a sandwich now.
Sunday, September 04, 200510:02 PMcurrent music : Taking Back Sunday - Cute Without The E  i was hesitating right up until the last possible minute. it was a debate between k750i and the pink samsung phone -- the whole ride there my bro kept trying to poison my mind by telling me things like i wouldnt appreciate the k750i and its features, and it just wasnt me, so i should just stick with the pink bimbo phone cos its cute and girly, yadayadablahblah and all that jazz. he did such a good job that by the time i reached the place, i was almost convinced i was gonna get the pink phone. but then when i got there, the guys at the store had to make things more difficult by trying to dissuade me from getting the pink samsung, saying "you conlanfirm will regret de!!!" (was in sungei wang mah). i was like o.O after that. confusement!!! was so hassled and irritated that i was contemplating just using the 2k to go shopping or something. but thennnnn, i suddenly remembered THE MOST IMPORTANT THING. the one thing that i have completely neglected to remember all this while! so i turned to my brother .. "eh wai ken!!! which phone can drop wan?!" "oh, definitely not the samsung." so the sony ericsson k750i it was. my bros are configuring all the shiznit setups and stuff for me as i type this. i apologize for all this mobile phone hype :P it's just that i'll probably never get off my ass to buy another phone in the near future, nor have the time to learn how to operate new interfaces and software anytime soon. i will most likely be stuck with this mobile for a good few years. my previous phone lasted me 4 years, dude! but that phone was the best. super durable. drop 20 times a day also wont die. i dropped it in a glass of teh ais once and it still works. just last week it vibrated off my bed into my glass of water on the floor and still it didnt die on me. cool huh. earlier i had to delete all the folderfuls of memorable sms-es that i've been storing in my phone since 2002. it was almost brutal, just a few keys and everything was gone. time to start anew, i guess. i'm tired of all the baggage i've accumulated over the years, sms or non-sms.
Saturday, September 03, 200510:01 PMcurrent music : Tiesto - Forbidden Paradise the mobile phone n00b is back with more questions and requests for opinions!
after compiling the comments of the post i put up last month asking for suggestions, as well as some other recommendations that my friends put forward, i've narrowed down my options to these 3 choices : 1. Sony Ericsson k750i  2. Samsung e530c  3. Samsung d500  specs-wise, i am just really CLUELESS. WAP? 3G? bluetooth? allows memory card, doesnt allow memory card? what is all this?!?! but all 3 phones look really spiffy. feminine enough for me, too. my brother is rooting for the k750i but he believes that i wont like it (?). personally i like the e530c cos it's PINK. but i've also always wanted the d500! argh. this mobile phone technology revolution is so not my forte. what do you guys think? do any of y'all use the above phones or know people who do? please do save me :( edit : HUGEST thanks and big mwahs to all who offered their opinions :D you guys make my life so much easier. here's what we've got so far : Sony Ericsson k750i - 9 suggestions Samsung e530c - 5 suggestions Samsung d500 - 2 suggestions ...Public Phone - 2 suggestions (*kills alvin and asyraf*) i just went to check out all 3 phones earlier today, and i must say the Samsung e530c looks so cute up close. the k750i is a little bulkier than what i expected, but it still looks alright. and eh d500 ugly meh?! i thought it looked better than the k750i @_@ the price i got upfront without bargaining was Sony Ericsson k750i - 1.6k Samsung e530c - 1.2k Samsung d500 - 1.3k i am more confused than ever now! the battle was between k750i and d500 at first, but now everyone is saying ditch the d500 and get the e530c. then i have people saying samsung phones arent user friendly, and then i get ppl like kevin telling me scare stories like how ericsson phones wipe out everything you got. argh! confusement. my bro wants the k750i. i think this is what i shall do. i will make him buy the k750i, i'll get the e530c. and if i dont like it, i'll swap him!!! he wont mind -- pink phones are cool. edit edit : but... but i want the k750i too ... :(
Friday, September 02, 200511:52 PMcurrent music : Jaime Wyatt - Light Switch September is on our doorsteps, with her suitcases full of what-will-be's and her hair smelling like something new and exotic. you open the door and you say, "wow, we werent expecting you so soon" but she breezes past you with an impassive smile on her lips and comes in anyway. she leaves a trail of her scent behind her and you feeling like your stomach just dropped 20 feet.
..... but i'm like wtf, go home bitch. am feeling extremely stressed right now. no amount of chocolate can save me. i've already ploughed thru 4 packs of M&M's and 3 packs of Kinder Bueno, but still no go. i'm just so pissed at people who dont fucking commit when i need them to. so is this my fault again? am i going to be blamed as usual? probably. but i dont give a flip anymore. call me a maniacal perfectionist if you want to, but at least you see effort on my part. SPM is 2 months away. the panic has yet to settle in, and i'm panicking because the panic is not here. NEEEED MOREEEE TIMEEEEEEE.
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